A friend of mine’s son appears to be gay. My friend loves
his son and secretly hates gay men, although some of his close friends are
gay men. My friend is a football fan, played football in Pop Warner, broke a few
teeth, his own and others, broke a leg, was really too small for the sport, but
overachieved until concussions made playing impossible. Aggressively he pursued the arts instead, wrote stories about
physical oppression and unlikely heroes. His stories were very funny and
bleak and thin; they lacked humanity, they smirked.
He himself had a complexed need to overachieve as a man, to please his own father, who is dead and even if he were alive would never admit to being
pleased, a creature of the mid-20th century, his son, my friend, bridging the gap between centuries, would simply help his father to his feet, try to make him a hero; while the grandson, the truth teller, the young boy who appears to be gay, will someday shine, have
sons of his own, and life on earth in the late 21st century will be
so much his, so different, and his children, our children's children, will be afraid of
nothing.

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